Sometimes I think about how I've spent my entire adolescence in K-pop and it makes me a bit sad… I still remember when the MVs used to come out at 5-6 in the morning and I would have breakfast watching them before going to school, sneaking to the back of the schoolyard during recess to watch MVs or vlogs without being bothered, when my only worry was remembering my biases' birthdays and comebacks…
I still remember that summer week when I stayed up for three days straight watching Blackpink House, when I danced kpop at my school's festival, how excited I was when they bought me my first album… I remember how strange my parents looked at me at first, but now they are more than used to it. I even remember when an ex-friend gave me a BTS poster from the Blood Sweat and Tears era and I tried to convince them to frame it…
I have so many moments to remember… the day How You Like That came out was the same day I went to meet my class for the first time after quarantine to collect the grades, and I was more focused on the MV than on reuniting with them after months…
Its been almost seven years.
Someone please take me back to that time. Kpop doesnt feel the same anymore 🙁